So I saw Steph's blog your heart challenge and I really wanted to do it even though I am totally late for the train lol. I am the kind of person who %99 of what I say is a joke, which I understand is not for everybody. My life is SERIOUS, as life is and I think if I was serious on top of that I would not be a very happy person. One of my husband's friends from OIF sent me a fb friend request which I accepted even though I was told not too because he is bat shit crazy and thinks he has a pact with devil lol. Well I don't have alot of fb friends so I noticed someone had deleted me and sure enough it was him, which is hilarious that even for those who have been touched by the hands of satan Im a handful ;). It made a great story to tell my IRL friends too, but it really did hurt my feelings. Im not sure what fb friend expectations I did not meet, I think what really bothered me was not knowing kwim? Im used to being the kind of person who is not for everyone, but I usually know why lol. Also on my heart big time is this
The last thing on my heart today is that Im tired of reaching out and nothing being there to grab. I really don't want to be specific but for now Im just over it lol. Then I think is there somebody reaching out to me right now and I'm not there to grab? Then I put on my senior prom dress and dance to billy idol and I feel better (and that is a true story).